Jonia Mendonca Guterres '10 - Share your memories, reflections of Jonia Mendonca Guterres '10

Hi, I am not a student, my name is Teresa Michael and I met Jonia in the fall semester, 06. I was a Peace Corps volunteer in East Timor from 03-05, so I connected instantly w/ Jonia. I am shocked, and I loved Jonia the moment I met her. We recently had a Timor reunion last month in NYC and Jonia came and the group fell in love. She loved NYC and she had a great time. We love her. Ami hadomi loos o, Jonia, i reza katak bele haree malu fali, iha mondo seluk. Ba ho Maromak, we love you.
Teresa

I had only known Jonia for a short time however I was very impressed with her love of life and positive attitude. I had the pleasure of taking her to Canaras this spring during which time we had a wonderful conversation about her life and ambitions. She worked for us in Dining Services also and the staff really enjoyed her presence. She was always happy and brightened their day. Jonia will be greatly missed by everyone who had the opportunity to know her. I know she loved her family and spoke fondly of her parents and all her siblings. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Cindy

Every time I saw Jonia she was smiling. From the day I met her she was nothing but friendly to everyone around her. Her passion for life was obvious to those around her and I feel so lucky to have had the chance to know her. My thoughts and prayers are with her family and friends.
Molly '09

I am the Principal of the school in Hong Kong (Li Po Chun United World College) that Jonia attended before coming to St Lawrence. I believe that everyone who had the privilege of knowing Jonia, as we did, will be shocked and saddened by the sudden loss of such a vivacious, humble, courageous and enchanting young woman. Our world is poorer because of this tragedy.
Dr. Stephen Codrington

I was shocked to hear that the student who has passed away was Jonia. I was her CA last semester and we got along pretty well. She was the first resident I met in the Spring and we connected instantly. She was welcoming and ready to get to know me. She was a great resident to ahve with a wonderful spirit, sense of humor and always ready to provide a wide smile. by the end of the school year we considered each other friends and promised that I'll stay in touch after graduating... I'll miss you... you will be greatly miss Jonia! My condolence to her family and close friends.
Sahiry Rodriguez '07

Jonia was my neighbor this past year in Gaines dormitory. Always laughing loudly and smiling brightly, she was an absolute joy to be around. Two memories stick out vividly in my head. One was of jonia teaching me how to use a drum that she had. Music and dance was very important ot her, and you could see on her face and in her eyes the excitement she had for it. Her excitement in teaching me this instrument, led me to parade back and forth on both floors of Gaines, beating this tiny drum loudly, and in the exact manner Jonia taught me. The second memory I have of her is more recent. The last week of school, I was sick with a sinus infection and had this bad fever. Jonia saw me in a cold sweat in the lounge, and offered me her comforter, which I gladly accepted. I returned it to her the next day soaked in my sweat, as she insisted that she would clean it because "you don't look so good." Then she gave me a big hug and laughed.
Rolando Pintos '07

I do not have the words to say how much I miss Jonia. I wanted to see her this fall and live together in the I-House. I was sure she would be one of the best people in the I-House. During her first year she was very active and I don't even know all her activities - dancing, I-House events and many other... I remember Jonia when she told me how much she wanted to see snow. She had never seen snow and she did last fall for the first time at St. Lawrence. I studied with her in the French class for both semesters and admired how she could learn all those languages.. and now even French. I remember going with her and other international students to Catamount Lodge where I still have the late night in my memories.. she told a lot of stories about herself and East Timore... her hugs were the best and her smile was the brightest. I was sure that she would be very succesful in her life. I will always keep Jonia in my heart. I will miss your smile and I will miss the wonderful dancing... the day when you taught me Pacific dancing... I do not want to say goodbye but I have to. Jonia, see you soon! I will see your smile and wonderful brown eyes very soon. May God's peace be with you! Love, Arturs
Arturs Saburovs '10

I was Jonia's roommate for most the year! I moved out near the end for medical reasons never because of her! If anything I missed her when I moved out and wanted to bring her with me! When I got news of what happen via phone I started to cry and hung up on the person that told me. All I can keep thinking is about her smile and hear laugh. It was so vibrant! She would stay up late doing work because she was in so many groups that was the only time she had to do it! I soon started staying up late studying and doing all sorts of stuff as well. The one vivaid memory of Jonia was one night we both got hungry and ordered out Chinese food and then we were talking and doing our work. I was writing this long paper and I was finally done! Me being the crazy person I was put my music on really loud and started singing at the top of my lungs with her just laughing at me. We always cracked jokes and laughing our heads off. She was also always there for me even when she didn't even know me! When moving in I had so much stuff which she helped move in and then when our all sudden seperation from our parents came I was crying my eyes out and she came up behind me and huged me! This is all of knowing her of hmmm 10 min.s or less! I have so many more memories that I'm just so happy to have had with her! But as my mom said why does he have to take the good ones! And thats a question none of us can answer but Im upset that she had so many plans for her future and she would have brought and did bring so much to everyone or thing she encountered. I'm sorry for her family which she has been worrying about all the time and talking on the phone for countless hours in the evening! I send my love and prayers for her whole family! God Bless Jonia!!
Kathryn O. Mulligan '10

I took an 8:30 class with Jonia and while the rest of the class was still sleeping, she always managed to come in with a smile on her face. Her energy lightened the entire class. My thoughts are with her family and friends, she will be missed by so many.
Anonymous

Jonia and I bonded easily because we were international students and had studied at United World Colleges. She became a friend that I could always count on to have a good laugh and be silly with… I have lots of good memories of her because we always had fun when we got together. She was my study partner, co-worker, dancing buddy and a beloved friend. I can still clearly remember the time when I sought her company while going through a hard time. We had decided to walk to P&C. I remember getting annoyed with her for taking such a long time in getting dressed. Eventually she came out looking fresh and beautiful. Whenever she annoyed me with her silly comments during the walk, I hit her on the head, which she hated and she kicked me for doing so but I never got angry because she made me laugh and happy. At the end of the semester when I was stressed working on my final papers, she brought me a stress-reliever drink from the pub even when she had lots of work to do. Until she got the job at Canaras, we had planned to live together for the summer. I wish that had happened. I feel blessed to have gotten the opportunity to be a small part of her lovely life. I wish to celebrate the good times we had and draw strength from the happy memories. I will miss her dearly.
Tsewang

Walking every week to get her phonecard(she called her friends EVERY day) and carrying a big thing of water back. Having a nice chat. I remember one time she told me about how she wanted to catch a squirrell and I didn't stop laughing for the longest time! I couldn't breathe! Then she started laughing and we couldn't stop! On any given weeknight you could see her up in the lounge of Gaines till midnight at least, studying, on MSN, playing games! We had chats about everything from U.S. foreign policy to setting up infrastructures for developing third world nations economies! Boundless compassion! Her magnanimous spirit will spread surely, even though her physical manifestation is gone from us! Oi Jonia I love you!
Justin Hunt

I still remember the first time I met Jonia. She arrived at SLU at 3 am in the morning and looked out through the taxi window with her exhausted yet delightful eyes and her contagious smile. During orientation, she was probably the most energetic and friendly freshman. I could never remember her last name and I started calling her 'Mendoru'. At first she resisted, but she got used to being called 'Mendoru' and sometime during the last weeks of the semester, I called her 'Jonia' once and she said, " Call me Mendoru. I'll miss being called that when you are gone." Mendoru was like a younger sister to me. She was a bundle of joy-full of energy,love and willingness to help out and be involved. She loved her family and talked a lot about them. My heartfelt condolences with the family. Your daughter lived her life completely and touched lives of everyone who got to know her. Life is just unfair sometimes. Mendoru, I will forever remember you and miss you. Memories with you will always be with all of us.
Kanti Shrestha '07

Jonia was oh, so wonderful. Absolutely radiant. Bright and kind and all things good. I am so sure she was destined to be a shining beacon in the world. Maybe she's a star, now.
Michael Farley, Professor of Music

Jonia and I sang soprano in Gospel Choir together. We always stood next to each other and her loving spirit and compassion for everyone touched my heart. I will never forget the times during choir when we would be singing and she would reach out to hold my hand. One song we sang had the lyrics "I want to say thank you for being my friend,"in it and I will never forget the simple act of her reaching out to hold my hand during that song and how much it meant to know that she truly cared about me and everyone that she met. That's who Jonia was...she lived her life to the fullest and had such compassion, courage and strength. She will always live on in the hearts of those she touched. Jonia, thank you for being my friend. It was such a blessing to have known with you and shared tears and smiles together. You are going to be missed dearly.
Jenny McAleese '07

Jonia worked at the Brush Art Gallery at SLU for a week before heading out to Canaras and was planning to come back to work this fall. In the short time I knew her, I was impressed with her smile and her lovely sense of focus. Michael Farley is right, I think. Jonia is a star. I send my condolences to her family.
Cathy Tedford, Gallery Director

Jonia was a vibrant, energetic, and genuine person. We're all better for having known her. Thank you, Jonia, for touching our lives.
Anonymous

I, along with many, will miss Jonia terribly. As a senior, I did not get to know too many first year students. Luckily for me, I did have the honor of knowing Jonia quite well. I first met her as her French 101 TA. It was amazing watching her adjust with ease to St. Lawrence and learn a new language. During TA sessions, we would often joke that she was one of few who spoke French with a Portugese-sounding accent! She would always be one of the last students to leave because she wanted to learn more or just talk with me about life. I also remember attending a Peace Corps meeting on campus and she sat in the front row because the recruiter served in East Timor. Jonia was SO happy to share her country with people and speak to the recruiter and test her language skills. Jonia loved St. Lawrence and we all loved her positive outlook, her huge smile, and her zest for life. The last time I saw Jonia was in the Java Barn during Senior Week. She was of course dancing with a giant smile. I was standing awkwardly in the corner, and she noticed and came up and told me "Here, let me show you how we dance at home." I could never turn down a dance from smiling Jonia. Thank you, Jonia, for always reminding us with your personality and smile that there are still good, humane people in this world. We love you and will never forget you. Rest in Peace Jonia.
John Gursky '07

Little Jonia, it is so hard to realize that you will not be with us in the fall. I-House will not be the same without you, your radiant smile and amazing dancing. Thank you for being as wonderful as you were! It was great the time we spent together during the winter break and I thank you for teaching me to dance¦ I hope you were able to call home that day you never wrote back to me and I deeply regret I did not call you at Canaras! I will miss you Jonia! May God give piece to your soul! I am sure you have reached a better place by now, but it just was not fair... you were so full of life, so brave and so determined to succeed. I wish there was a way our love and prayers could reverse what happened!
Stef

I remember recently before school was over sitting at a table with Jonia and another friend. I remember Jonia saying she couldn't stay long because she was tired and I had a lot of work to do. But yet when she said that she had a huge wonderful smile on her face that just made you want to smile. Jonia was a beautiful spirit while she was with us, always uplifting and loving to those who she knew and did not know. To Jonia's family my heart goes out to you and I thank you for having a daughter such as Jonia who's love for you and for everyone else can not be expressed through words but through her heart and spirit and the hand prints she left on our hearts.
Mwelwa Bwalya '10

Jonia was in my FYP, and lived right below me on the first floor. As many people have already said, Jonia's smile was absolutely radiant. The best thing was that I never saw her without a smile. She ended up in my French class as well, and I was astounded by her enthusiasm to learn yet another language. She was so intelligent, enthusiastic, and an overall joy to be around. She was a beautiful spirit. I'll never forget that smile or that bubbly personality. We all love and miss her. Rest in peace.
Amanda Hobler

I met Jonia in India when she came for project week at my school. I spent only one week with her but her strong character, her positive outlook and the intensity with which she lived everyday amazed me. I've learnt a lot from her and along the way when things were rocky, she was a great friend...listening and encouraging me always. I will dearly miss u.
Sylvia Gift Nabukeera '10

In memory of Jonia, I want to say what a joy she was to be with. She had the uncanny ability to make everyone around her feel special and full of joy. She had an thrist for life and knowledge. She was one of the greatest people that I have ever had the privilege to meet. I was always remember her and her friendship and can only hope that I can make as much a difference in the lives of the people I meet as she has.
Larissa Groesbeck '10

I never had the pleasure of meeting Jonia, but I know we shared a lot in common. I, like her, am studying in a very foreign country this year, and learning all that I can about myself and others, we also seem to share a passion for world cultures, and music and dance. I was supposed to work with Jonia at Canaras this summer, and I was quite excited to get back and meet all the new staff members. This is my third year working at Canaras, and everyone I work with I consider a part of my family. Jonia, I never knew you personally, but thank you for being such a special person to so many of my close friends.....
Krista Snizek '08

I was shocked to learn about the untimely death of Jonia. We went to the same high school in Hong Kong (Li Po Chun United World College) and we were in the same class of Biology and English. Jonia was always smiling, joking and laughing, she was one of the most entertaining people I have ever met. Death is a sad reality, but her passing away has left a great void in my heart, which is going to be very difficult to fill. May God give her family the strength to bear this with courage. May her soul rest in peace. I will miss you.
Chilungamo Kadzanja

My wife and daughter and I had the unique pleasure of having Jonia as a guest in our home last Thanksgiving. She was with us for just one afternoon, but our memory of her will live with us for a long time, as will her sincere, outgoing, personality and genuine, radiant smile. Several times our family had mentioned that we looked forward to having her in our home again at holidays and other times. We are truly sorry to hear of her passing.
Prof. Emeritus Daniel O'Connor

i am sorry for your loss that is sad you looked like you had an amazing full life ahead of you.. very beautiful you were and looked full of good times.. but your in a better place now and again sorry to her family.
Tina

I dont even think she knew who I was, but it never stopped her from say hi with a smile any time our paths... You will be missed.
Shoshanna '10

It was my first year meeting you, and I can only say the best things about you. You were kind, we had class together and you even were in my group for our CA workshop. I give thanks for being able to have known you and I give my best and most sincere condolences to your family.

Im not a student, I met Jonia in Hong Kong, she was in my theatre class and I am deeply sorry for this tragedy. She was indeed really enthusiastic and optimistic; one could see her smile miles away. I send my deepest condolences to her family and to St. Lawrence community.
Paulina

The first time I ever met Jonia was at a retreat in Guggenheim this past year. We were all playing volleyball in the sand and she was on my team. Right away she introduced herself to me with that laugh and smile--if you knew Jonia, you know exactly what I'm talking about--and this was one of the traits we all had come to know her by so well, among many others in her vibrant, dynamic personality. After finishing, she surprised me further by grabbing me, lifting me up, and spinning me around; we then walked, side by side, arms around the other's shoulder, into the rest of our retreat weekend.

It always delighted me to see her at Newman Club functions, handing out bulletins after Mass (of course all the while smiling) and at other retreats, most notably, a retreat about love. While what we discussed in our smaller groups are intended to remain within those groups, Jonia obviously lived what she shared with us about what love meant to her. Primarily, her love of life and how important it was to her to love and take care of her friends and family. Her heart was in those words and, for those who were blessed to know her, she always gave a piece of that heart to them--she has truly left her handprint on mine.

Jonia was uplifting, engaging, dynamic, jovial, and an all-around fun person, often breaking into song, and (as I remember) had a love for dancing as well (the memories of her asking me to teach her some swing dance moves and then us performing them together just because she wanted to will be with me always). This past dance ensemble you can imagine how pleasantly surprised I was to see Jonia participating in the salsa piece. As it happens, I had a salsa presentation for my Caribbean Literature course and I considered asking her during rehearsals to teach me some salsa moves, but I never did. You can now imagine how much I wish I had.

When I picture Jonia, I always think of how whenever she saw me, she would brightly exclaim, "JENNY!" and ask how I was doing. Words cannot express how much I'm going to miss that, how much I looked forward to seeing her throughout the rest of my time here at SLU, but more so as to the vivacious potential Jonia had and always, always lived and pursued to its fullest extent. My thoughts and prayers and deepest condolences are with her family and loved ones. To know Jonia was truly to be blessed and she taught us then and still teaches us now how precious life is. May you rest in peace, Jonia.
Jennifer '09

I was a schoolmate of Jonia at the school she attended in Hong Kong prior to SLU. I sure will miss her smile and passion for life greatly. A tremendous loss...
Alex Sy

Jonia started working for me and my co-worker in the library this past fall. Jonia was so special. She would sometimes just start singing in our office or tell stories and just start laughing. An particularly memorable moment was when I took my daughter, who has Downs Syndrome to a dance this spring at the UC. Jonia worked at food service and we saw her behind the counter. Later while my daughter was dancing Jonia ran onto the dance floor to dance with her. They each were about the same size and everytime Jonia would do a dance move my daughter would copy her. It was worth the price of admission to see how wonderfully graceful they both were at communicating through their dancing. And to see Jonia so freely come up and dance with Sasha was something that is a memory I will always cherish. It is hard for me to accept that she will not be coming into our office with her big smile and infectious laugh. I will miss her so very much.
Laurie Davis

I never knew Jonia by name, but remember the numerous times we passed each other in the library, Dana and walking around campus. When we exchanged hellos, she looked at me with warm eyes and a beautiful smile. It is people like Jonia who made my St. Lawrence experience so wonderful and meaningful. She will be missed.
Liz Thompson '07

Jonia was in I-house for the winter break, and we shared a lot of moments together. She was a great dancer and always had this radiant and contagious smile on her face that no one could resist. Now her smile will no longer be with us. She always managed to make people smile with her wonderful stories. I remember having lunch and dinner with Jonia in Dana and the Cafe, which I will miss forever. Jonia was really a sincere, very independent and hardworking girl. I will very much miss her presence from the campus. I remember Jonia asking me about Canaras, and she was really excited to work there. I pray to God that her soul rests in the peace. Her smile and enthusiasm are the two things I will always keep in my memories about her.
Rajiv '07

I still can not really understand how Jonia is not here. It's hard to feel her absence, because she lived life- way above average. I am grateful for having shared a wonderful precious year with Jonia. From the begining i have admired her ease with people, with me, and her ability to tell what she really thinks and still make you feel loved. My thoughts and prayers go out to you, Jonia's parents, thank you for the gift of her. I wish the same for her many friends, may you be comforted knowing that she lived life to the fullest. Jonia, you will always be present in my heart. With much Love my Beloved Friend.
Eden '09

Jonia lived below me in Gaines and was a vibrant spirit in our FYP, in the dorm, and anywhere on campus. I always smiled when I saw her typing away or chatting in another language to her friends from home on the lounge computers in the dorm. I envied her for achieving what she had done thus far in her life. She had a passion for song and dance that she wished to impress on anyone that was willing to learn. I wish her family and her loved ones from home well. I will miss her kind heart and loving spirit that made all people smile. Rest in peace Jonia. We will miss you.
Lyndsay LaBarge

Dear Jonia, I first met you in gospel choir. I've never seen a smile as beautiful as yours. We'd poke each other in the back row, and laugh about absolutely nothing while we were supposed to be paying attention. You were so friendly and outgoing-- I had no idea you were a freshman. I remember seeing you in a lot of the i-house things. You seemed to be everywhere at once. Whether it was running into you at the pub, or on the way to class, or nearly anywhere else on campus. You were always so happy. I've never seen you without a smile. I remember wondering if you were really as happy as you always acted. I vowed to get to know you better next year, especially if we were going to live together in the i-house. I guess that'll never happen.
Anonymous

I am not a student of St. Lawrence University. Jonia and I went to the same high school in Dili, Timor Leste. Although I go to a school in Spokane, Washington, Jonia and I contact each other on daily basis. Jonia always listens to me and encourages me to be positive. I remember one night around 1am ET, I called her and complained that most of our friends who now have "special friends" rarely pick their phone lately. She listened and cheered me up. At the end of our talk, I forgot that I was mad at my friends. Jonia always has funny stories and those stories are always fresh and never fail to put smile on my face. I am on my summer break in Dili right now. When I came to my office yesterday morning (June 4th- Timor's time; June 3rd in USA), I received a message from her on facebook. So, I couldn't believe this news which I received later in the evening. I am very sad. I know many friends/colleagues and family members are all saddened by this loss. We have missed a bright, super friendly, and honest friend. She will always be loved and remembered. One thing we must also remember though, Jonia is a happy person. She always tries to smile even though she's sad. Let's celebrate Jonia's life and all the good time we had with her. I thank you, Jo for your great sense of humour, your honesty and your presence whenever I am sad. I love you so much. Love and peace, gabi ps. Perenkinaku chayank.
Gabi Leite Soares

I took IB theatre with Jonia, but was also practically her roommate since she would visit my roommate all the time. I remember listening to them bickering, out of love, and challenge each other, they had great dynamics. In theatre, working with Jonia was a bliss and full of surprises. She has the most expressive face I have ever seen, brought full presence to her characters, after a few seconds of quiet consideration. An amazing and dynamic person, whom had much to show us all...
Jing Xu '10

As one of the Trustees of the Blair Forster Memorial Trust, the group that selected Jonia to be the first ever student from Timor Leste to attend a United World College, and as Director of Studies at Li Po Chun UWC I was privileged to have so many wonderful memories of the two years she spent there; always bouncy, happy and smiling. I remember in one class during her first semester, when her English was not very good, the group was studying a text together and I asked for volunteers to read it out loud, expecting one of our native English speakers to respond, but it was Jonia's hand that shot up first; always willing to take on a challenge. I think what is remarkable is just how many people’s lives she touched in her few short years a wonderful ambassador for her country and indeed for what is good in human nature.
John Green

I was her buddy when she was attending high school in Hong Kong. She's one of the most cheerful person I've ever met... R.I.P. buddy. love*
Denise Tang

I had the privilege to know Jonia when she and I attended Li Po Chun United World College in Hong Kong - I absolutely adore her! Especially her smile and spirit - she'll always be remembered. I also, with many others, send my deepest condolences to Jonia's family and to the St. Lawrence's community. My best wishes to you, Jonia, and may you rest in peace.
Jimmy Ko

I had known Jonia for about 5 years. We went to the same high school at St. Joseph's College in Dili - Timor Leste. We were not that close, however this girl had taught me a lot about life without my realization. She always had a smile on her face and she spread love to everyone around her. We had some funny and tough moments in high school especially during those times in our student board "DEPRESSKOSANYOS.."

We were just talking the other day about those funny moments during our leadership training known as "KADERISASI" that went for about a week. I was telling her about the part where I, as one of the committees told her and the other candidates to do "10 different type of LAUGHTERS." She wrote on my wall that she couldn't stop laughing that day. She recalled how she first started to do HAHA, then HIHI then HOHO and then she just couldn't think of other that the whole thing made her laughed till she cried.

She was a special and really a great friend. What upset me the most is that I never had the chance to tell her that she had a special place in my heart like other friends from our beloved high school and that she was loved by many of us..

Rest in peace querida migita..We loved you..and we'll miss you dearly..
Deoneia Pires

I Knew Jonia when we still study at same Senior High School in East Timor, she was one of my school mate, even she is my junior but she is really friendly, she likes to makes friends with every one, i feel very sad as i heard the information about her.... Rest in Peace...Jonia we are loving you all St.Joseph alumni
Vitalina Martins

Still remember the moment that we spend together in African Cultural Evening..the moment that we share living in the same corridor...

I am a Timorese, friend of Jonia. We got to know each other via IM last year. She came for Holiday in Timor for few weeks and we met for lunch. I was impressed by the way she approach new friend like me. She is really a nice person. I will always remember her.
Giraloi

When Jonia entered my class, her radiance, her humour and her warmth radiated incessantly. There wasn't a day or a 7:30 morning class that she came into without a smile, full of exuberance and ready and inspired to learn, but what we learnt from her was more. Her optimism and zest for life, her passion for people and her will to make a difference to the peoples' lives around her and in the future, back home in East Timor was the epitome of what she stood for. She made her school, her parents, her family and her country proud of her unbelievable accomplishments in breaking through barriers some of us will never face. And all of this was done without a murmur or a complaint, but with vigour and strength to succeed. Her omnipresence and contagious laughter can still be felt and heard echoing by all those who knew her and the hundreds of lives she touched in East Timor, Hong Kong and the US. Our thoughts are with her dear family and friends.
Peter, Hayley (her English Teacher at LPCUWC 04-06) and Ativa Goldberg

I am a residential teacher of Jonia's previous College. I am shocked with the news of her death. She was such a cheerful, warm-hearted and friendly member of the house. I can still remember her charming smile everytime she greeted someone. May she rests in peace.
Esther Chau

I am extending my heartfelt sympathies to the family of Jonia and all those who knew her. My former school-mate, block-mate and a special friend in the same tutor group at Li Po Chun UWC. I will miss her greatly.
Yahya Kinyogo

She is more than a sister to me. She loves to me give me some pieces advices and keep supporting me. She used to be the secretary in the Student Council in her high school and she has shown a very quality of working (We graduated from the same high school in East-Timor)I'm proud to know her in my life. I remember, couple weeks ago she wrote on my wall(FACEBOOK): " I LOVE YOU Octavio".I will always remember it. I love you Jonia
Octavio Oliveira '08

On behalf of East Timorese Medical Students association in Fiji especially former or Alumni of st joseph college dili Timor leste, We would like to extend our deepest condolenscence to our sister Jonia guterres who has been called by Our Father in Heaven. May her family and relatives is given strength to face this difficult time. We as Alumni of St Joseph college dili, Timor Leste will always remember her in our heart for making it to ovesees representing our school and beloved nation Timor Leste. Amiga Jonia, may your soul rest in peace.
Gustodio de Jesus

The news of Jonia's death has brought to us - her friends, those who know her very well or just had some conversations with her - great grief and sorrow. For a vibrant, full-of-life, cheerful, optimistic and kind-hearted person like Jonia, it's so unfair how much time she has on earth. I still remember her smile, times when we were chatting in the canteen back in Li Po Chun United World College of Hong Kong, how she greeted everyone with such energy and saw everything with such great confidence. She is someone I can definitely not forget, someone who has always reminded me that love is such an unconditional thing... Jonia has passed away, but her passions will always be in our hearts, and they will empower us to do things, more things that matter in this world.
Alicia Dang

Jonia is one of the very few people that made my stay in Li Po Chun UWC a memorable one. I went to church with her, went cycling together and did lots of other fun stuff together. I am glad that i met her, and her sad departure grieves me darely. I pray that God will comfort all of us and especially her family as we mourn the loss of our beloved friend. Memories of your Jonia will forever remain with me.
Arthur Sillah

I remember her warmth and her love, her huge smile and her expressive face. Bumping into her in between classes was always nice because she'd great me with a hug and few words in portuguese. she was always so eager to learn and it was almost as if she never stopped absorbing or observing her surroundings. we spent two years in Hong Kong and although we weren´t extremely close her passing away has made me extremely sad because we all know that it's unfair that some one so passionate about life should have to leave so early. Descanse em paz, Jonia, e que o sopro da sua vida permeie a o fim dos tempos.
Mariana Ruggieri

I am still is shock and denial about what happened. it is ironic because one of the very first conversations i ever had with Jonia was about swimming. She had heard i swam for Sri Lanka, and was telling me that she wanted to learn how to swim. Wow.....i am speechless....all i can think of right now is hearing her laughing down the I House hallways and coming out of my room just to see what she was laughing about. She always met people with a smile and utter friendliness.....thats how i will always remember you Jonia.....Love U
Tahire

My first day as an Orientation leader in the Fall of 2006, I was eating at Dana Dining Hall by myself, and lo' and behold, Jonia sat down right across from me. She introduced herself, and carried on conversation with ease, even though it was the first day for the freshmen and she was probably a little nervous. She seemed like such a sweet, genuinely kind person, something that I have found is a real rarity in this world. I will always have that fond memory of her in my mind.
Liz Boyd '08

Even though I have never met Jonia, but as a timorese I feel very sad with her passing away, because East Timor has lost one of his daughter who would be served as one of the future hope of this newly born country that still has lack of human resources...! Through this message I would like to say my prayer for Jonia and my condolences to her family...! May God bless her soul and her family....!
Lelobere

We had the pleasure of working with Jonia this year and absolutly loved her. She was a beautiful bright young lady who nevered stopped smiling. She was our little "chica". She will truly be miss. Many happy thoughts and love.
Killy

i will never forget the image of jonia trying to thread a yarn through a needle in her last performance at lpc. she was my room mates best friend. jonia, your smile and your cry form the end of the corridor when you saw me at the door- she is dead. gone. out of everybody's life. i cannot believe it. it happened too quickly. aishatou, i mourn with you my dear room mate!
Carmen Hidalgo Staub

Keep looking at this picture I took of you(Jonia)and nacy dancing at BOB. Will always remember your smile, big huggs, your unsuccessfull attempts to teach me how to dance;)and..and..
Lisa

i knew her when we was at st. Joseph. she is very friendly. I can't say anything. I'm very shock when I recieved news about her !!!! We will miss u my dear friend. Jonia, you will still a good friend in our heart!
Figmail

I met Jonia last fall when she joined the SLU Gospel Choir. I was about 5 months pregnant, and she so enjoyed watching my belly grow with Aidan! We always turned to each other for help when one of us didn't quite "get" the notes of a new song. What a sweet voice! It breaks my heart she won't be standing right next to me again in the fall when Shaun tells us to turn to our neighbor and tell them "You're in the right place..at the right time...God loves you...and so do I!" I can still see her beautiful smile while we clapped and practically shouted out some of our favorite gospel hymns. She loved to have FUN with our music. We need to celebrate her life through our music the way she celebrated her life every day. My heart and prayers are with her family and friends. I will miss you very much, Jonia.
Shannon Richardson '07

I, on my behalf and on behalf of Vito, wish to condole the loss of the great friend Jonia Gutteres who was one of the most outstanding student and future generation of East Timor. The world acknowledges the fact that she has devoted her entire life for the sake of a better future through good education and represents East Timor culture identity Today, the loss of her radiant smile and vibrant personality. But it is a loss for one figure as a whole. I along with other students from East Timor join in prayer on the occasion of the passing away of Jonia Gutteres and send our sincere condolence to her family in East Timor. With sincere prayers
Carlos & Flavio

I studied with Sonia in LPCUWC before she came to St.Lawrence. I just got up this morning and saw every LPCers' screen name saying pray for Jonia, may she be in peace...I didnt know what has happened but Sonia's smiling face started to flow in my mind. I checked my email with a trembling hand...and found out the sadest news ever...it was such a shock, i believe, to her family, LPCers, St.Lawrence community, to all who love her. My memory of Sonia is still so vivid. Her energy and passion still trigger my cells when I think about it. She's such a passionate, strong, energetic being, who touched all our lives in her unique way. Bless and be in peace. You are forever in our memories.
Yina Ng

Jonia, of everyone I've ever met, you are the epitome of the phrase, "full of life". I cannot believe that you can actually be gone--just like that. I remember the way you stood out from all of the other students at the interview for the Blair Forster Memorial Scholarship which you received from Li Po Chun United World College for all of the reasons that people have been writing on this page. You were the first East Timorese ever to be chosen and what a wonderful representative you have been in Hong Kong and the United States. Your vivaciousness, that better-than-Jimmy-Carter smile, your determination, your true grit, your positive attitude, your laughter echoing down the hall, your beautiful curly hair, the way you would talk to anybody and everybody and put them at ease, the love you showed my children, your dancing round my living room, the care you gave your schoolmates, the fact you played basketball even though you were so short (I used to joke you were good because could run through your opponents legs), your wonderful acting skills, the way you adapted to a completely new environment that was so different from home and made it your home, the way it never made any difference what economic class someone came from in the way you treated them with interest and respect, your plans to contribute to women's development in East Timor. My profoundest condolences go to your family, your schools, and your nation for such a completely nonsensical, tragic loss. You are in our hearts, you have challenged our souls—to be better, to work harder, to remain positive, to never give up. Nothing can really kill you, Jonia, you live on in everyone you touched. We love you and miss you so very, very much.
Linda Olson Tutor, Head of House, World Literature Teacher, Li Po Chun United World College of Hong Kong

well this is a surprise...seeing an email of this sort was bound to happen eventually, 5 years, 10 years maybe, a schoolmate, someone who lived on my hall, or just someone...but still it is a surprise. I did not know her well out of class, but I remember we worked as directors together for our first year theatre production at Li Po Chun..that was such an awfully difficult time, but when I was pulling my hair out and crying (which was often), she was always calm and smiley (smiley seems to be one of the fondest descriptions people have made, very apt). I never saw her actually act until our second year, and she was SOOOO brilliant, it shocked me..that was my favourite memory of that class, seeing her act and being shocked. Legitimately and utterly blown away.

She gave everything her all, and it is never fair when someone with so much promise, so much capabilty of really changing the world, leaves it.
Laura Yakas

Sonia, we'll miss your shining, contagious smile and positive attitude toward everything and everyone! Hope you're in a better place! My deepest condolences to your family!
Georgi

Jonia was a little unsure about dogs, but decided to overcome her fear by making a special effort to befriend the puppy that was my constant companion this year. Jonia, Rose, and I had many brief, but joyful, encounters around Gaines and Griffiths: brave, and giggling, Jonia; rambunctious puppy; laughing me. Jonia faced the far larger challenges of her new environment at SLU with the same trust in others and an infectious delight in embracing new ideas and opportunities. I thank Jonia and her family for these lessons, which I will cherish and now always associate with the memory of her beautiful smile.
Larry Boyette

Jonia is a star. Her lightness of being burned away all petty heaviness of the mundane. I sang with her in the Gospel choir, and we both worked in the library. We used to start chatting in Portuguese, one of the languages spoken in her country. She would laugh and mix together Spanish with the Portuguese, because she was taking a Spanish class and had not spoken much Portuguese since moving here. She would always say that she was going to be fired from her job for talking so much. But, her talk was so real. she really got the point of life, to revel in the love and joy that can be found in any moment and to transmit it back to all around. My favorite memory of her occurred before I knew her much at all. We were trying to leave the stage in the darkness behind the curtains at the end of a Gospel Choir event. In that brilliant, joyful, and giddy moment we were like children. For an instant, I lost sense of who she was and grabbed her hand instinctively, as if she were one of my children and I was helping her in the darkness. Just as quickly I suddenly realized what I was doing and noticed, to my surprise, that she had not pulled away. She held onto my hand warmly. That's the kind of person she was, very open to love and human affection. We must cherish this gift of moments spent with her, which teach us, "See, we can live like this, in love and light." I hope that all who knew her will honor her life by living life with the brilliance she showed us. Thank you, Jonia. I will search for your dancing light in the heavens. Obrigada por tudo!
Relani Prudhomme

I love you Jonia baby and I will be missing your most honest smile, I have ever seen. I will always remember our big hugs ever time we meet, your optimistic attitude and innocent heart. Only thing I believe in right now is that you are with the One you believed most in-God! Jonia, you were always an angel- well girl, you got your wings now!!!!!! I love you baby and I will be missing you!!
Tatjana Vrljanac-Tasha

You were the first third year I met and you were so wonderfully vibrant. There was so much going on, everything was so incredibly possible. It's impossible that your spirit is gone - it cannot have. I hope you're happy - you made a lot of people very happy in your time.
Love, Jessica

yeah, she was a great girl and friend...her face was always covered by radiant smile and deep understanding... she always brought hapiness to those to whom she was in contact...it is a really heart breaking news for me remembering those moments when we always wrote to each other as friend and shared our experiences as we study in different countries...we miss her... May her soul rest in peace....
Anonymous

In the summer of 1998, I worked at Canaras. As an international student having just completed my first year at St. Lawrence, working at Canaras was an extra special experience for me. I met many new people, learnt a lot of new things, and enjoyed working with the other students on staff at the camp. It is a beautiful place and I can only imagine how excited Jonia would have been to work there for the summer. To have that sense of joy cut short is tragic and painful. I pray for her soul, and the comfort of her family and her friends at Canaras. God bless you all.
Ken Okoth '01

I cannot believe that Jonia has left us. At this moment, I look around and I see her beautiful smile everywhere. A smile that reminded us of life and taught us of optimism and with no words encouraged us to live our lives to the fullest -- the way she did. The first time I heard of Jonia was in our courtyard in Li Po Chun. Her blank-and-white photo along with an introductory paragraph was posted to inform the community of her arrival in the fall. Immediately, I thought of a hard transition waiting her, but she surprised me -- as I am sure she surprised everyone else. She brought so much energy with her to our LPC community. From the very beginning she seemed so comfortable as if she was born there. Jonia you left us, but what you left with us will never leave. It seems that God took you away because he wanted you to be closer to him. May your loving soul rest in peace.
Qiamuddin Amiry

I was Jonia's schoolmate in LPC (Hong Kong). We lived in the same dorm for two years. She was one of the most cheerful people I have ever known, always ready with a smile and hug. She was an excellent dancer and a very patient teacher too. We had to do a Malay dance once, for the school's annual International Evening in 2005. She took so much care and time to make sure that I got the moves correct... and even took extra time to explain the moves to me when I still (stupidly) did not get them after several attempts. She was ever so encouraging and cheerful. This news really shocked and saddened me. It is most unbelievable that someone whom I have lived with for two years and had gotten to know better is gone from this world. I can only take solace in knowing that she is with God and her soul is blessed forever.
Melissa C

I will always remember the laughs with Jonia and her big smile on her face. Her sudden outburst of laughters when looking at a computer screen in the computer room always made me join with her laugh. Even a not-so-great day can be lit up by her when she flashes her smile at you.

I hope that those who care about her will feel proud and happy about the things she did and the contagious smiles she brought to us. I am sure she would rather us be smiling because we met this wonderful girl instead of sinking into a long depression. May her positivity and smiles always be with you.
Annora Ng

Jonia, tu te souviens de notre journee a Ocean Park. Toi et Clement etiez deux petits enfants qui voulaient s'amuser encore et encore. Je n'ai pas encore parle a Clemnt de ta disparition, car je ne sais pas comment le faire: cette journee avec toi etait telleemnt belle pour lui et moi! Je me souviens aussi de ton voyage (non approuve) a Singapour! Comment garder un visage serieux et severe devant ton sourire et tes excuses si sinceres! Et si j'ecris en francais , c'est parce que c'est ma langue, pour ceux que j'aime. La ou tu es tu la comprendras. Au revoir Jonia au grand sourire, a l'optimisme si grand, Jonia qui aimait tant la vie.
Michele Morvan

When I first came to SLU, I was scared that I wouldn't have any friends. Jonia made it so much easier for me to see the possibilities of SLU and was there for me everyday. She taught me portugese dances even though I have two left feet. I will never forget her because her presence can be felt. I will treasure all those memories we had togeather. I won't say goodbye, I'll say see you later. Thanks for everything Jonia. I love you and will miss you very much.
Najma Mohamed

The news of Jonia's untimely death has shaken me profoundly. As I took a moment to read all of the memories that people have shared about her, I couldn't help but feel despair at the fact that such a bright light has been extinguished from our lives and from the world. In the Gospel Choir, we sometimes sing "This little light of mine/ I'm gonna let it shine..." Jonia certainly was not afraid to let her light shine. Because she was not afraid to share her light, a part of her lives within us--shining as brightly as ever. Let us keep her smile etched in our hearts and let us learn from her example.
Anonymous

When Jonia signed up to work for us in Interlibrary Loan I thought we already had enough students signed up to work. I had seldom seen anyone more intent on her purpose, to find time gaps we needed to have filled and to fill them with her tiny self and her enormous smile. Her enthusiasm, curiousity and acceptance for everthing and everyone seemed inexhaustible. It still doesn't seem real that such a dynamic and loving force of nature has been stilled and that we'll never see her again. To judge from everything that has been written here, Jonia affected more people positively in her brief life than many of us do in our entire lifes. We will never forget her. We will miss her.
Julia Courtney

i only knew jonia for a few months in the spring. for me jonia was a passing smile, a fleeting warmth, and an image of enthusiasm and joy. when i passed her on the way to class she always greeted me with a full, genuine smile. the friendliness she exuded, even to recent acquaintances, was generous and contagious. i am glad for our brief but amicable rapport. jonia had the unique ability to make a stranger feel accepted and loved. the ephemeral moments she shared in this life will grow into perennial joys in the hearts of those who knew her. sleep easy, friend.
Kevin

I remember Jonia in many instances. Our conversations were great and she laughed at my corny jokes. I'm going to miss her alot. I loved talking with her and spending time with her. Like everyone else said, Jonia's biggest attribute was her wonderful smile. I didn't like being sad around Jonia b/c I didn't want to be the cause of her having turning that smile upside down. She was just motivated about life, and that's what I loved most about her. No one should ever take that for granted. Life is valuable, and no matter how hard it may seem, everything happens for a reason. Much luv Jonia
Sonya B '09

Our community has lost a jewel. Rest in peace, Jonia. My deepest sympathy to Jonia's parents, siblings, family and friends.
Margaret

Jonia was always so kind, open, happy and generous. Her hugs were always when you needed them. She brighten up so many of my days! RIP Jonia.
Katya '09

It is really deeply sad to hear about such an accident happened to our beloved very young girl from East Timor. I personally feel so sad because she died very young; we lost a young people means we lost a future for East Timor. Extend My Condolence to all the family and friends of Jonia. May the Good Lord grant her eternal rest.
A friend from East Timor

This is sad news for the Timorese. The new country that is building itself and expecting for the new generation to continue our struggle. And Jonia has been preparing herself to take a part for the struggle. And now we loose one of the promised person with leadership characters. We loose her.
Anonymous

I don't have special memory with her. But when I saw her picture, I realized that I have met her several times. I know that she is a talent women and a promised-future for the Timor-Leste, our beloved country. We are loosing the potential young women who can contribute a lot based on her knowledge and capacity to this country.
Gute Neves

Hi,I know Jonia since in my high school in east timor where we were study together in saint joseph college(sanyos),she is a very good girl i ever know in the school, she likes to help others and she makes me like her brother, she helps me a lot in everything, i remeber when i have some problem she always be there to help to solve that problem,I was very grateful to know this wonderful girl who always have to those who are in need eventough she is very young but very mature in the way of thinking,she visited me once in singapore but I was not at home and she manage to called me in my experiment area, but now only a memory but Ialways keep her in my prayers,good bye my little sister your place is in heaven.
Albino

I loved Jonia's smile, her laugh, her ambition, her opinions,and her thought process. As Jonia's priest I had the privilege and the honor to see the beauty of her soul as she participated in retreats and different spiritual experiences that we sponsored through the Newman Center. What she radiated to the world was a true reflection of her inner beauty, a wonder filled child of God. The color and texture which Jonia has brought into my being has become a song, a song that will live on forever in my heart. I am truly blessed to have had the fabric of Jonia's life woven into my own tapestry. Jonia, may the angels lead you into paradise; may the martyrs come to welcome you and take you to the holy city, the new and eternal Jerusalem.
Father Timothy, Pastor of St. Mary's, Canton, and the Newman Center

I was Jonia's schoolmate at Li Po Chun United World College. We shared lots of memories and I was always encouraged by her big smile. We were good friends. When I received the news, I couldn't believe that was true. What I believe now is that she will be in our heart forever.
Kazushige Fijimura

I don't think words alone can describe how much Jonia meant to people. I met her first semester in French class and she was always willing to help me in anyway she could. She had a big, vibrant smile and an even bigger spirit. Oh, how I will miss seeing that smile! She was always giving me words of encouragement when I felt down and would make me go out on the dance floor with her, whenever she saw me at a party. I was shocked to find out that the student who passed away was Jonia. "How could this happen?" was all I thought. I just saw her in New York City before I left to come back to SLU for the summer and we made promises to hang out... Jonia IS and will ALWAYS be missed but she will live forever in all of our memories. And whenever a really good song comes on at a party, I will get up and dance for Jonia
Darryln Moorer '10

From the small moments I got to know you in class, you were one of the sweetest people I had ever met. And although we had never had a full conversation one on one, you greeted me so sincerely anytime I saw you on campus and made me feel like your friend. Your personality had a sense of welcoming that very few are blessed with. Your smile will never leave the memories so many of us have of you. You have touched so many lives and I feel blessed to have known you. And although you are not with us right now, I have no doubt that you are at peace and that if we can live in your light, perhaps someday we will meet you again.
Anonymous '10

I met Sonia while waiting to register for classes. She was so bubbly and wonderful to talk to. She had a personality that was infectious and so very joyful that made you feel like you were her close friend instantly. I wish I had gotten to know her better. I will remember her smile and laugh forever. May she always be in our hearts and memories and may she be at peace.
Vanessa E. Harvey '07

Jo, was my best friend on campus. We shared both good and sad times together. I will miss you forever Jonia.I will miss the times we were in the library studying together, the dance lessons we had almost every friday in my room, the uncountable times we had dinner together, going out together, watching movies in my room together,playing basketball together, going on shopping sprees in our small city, catching up on the latest gossips on campus, partying together every weekend, and singing together in the gospel choir. You remember that day I sprained my foot after you stepped on my foot while playing basketball and I had to be on crutches for two weeks? Yeah, I know you remember. I hope that you know that I forgave you about that and I never held any grudges at all. Jonia's ambition was to become an ambassador for her country someday or work as a liason person for her country someday, but she still were an ambassador for East Timor in her own special way for the short time that she was at SLU. I send my sincere condolences to her family and friends back at East Timor. May God grant you peace and strength during this trying moment. Rest In Peace Jonia Nakupenda sana.
Joan Muttai '10

Jonia was truly a beautiful person and the sweetest girl I have ever met. Never did I see her without a smile on. She helped shape my first year at St. Lawrence for the better and made it a wonderful experience for many others in my fyp. I was so saddened when I heard the news of her passing, and my thoughts are with her family and friends today. I am a better person for knowing her and I feel honored to have ever been in her presence. Jonia's passion for life was contagious and still lives on in all who knew her. I am happy that I have so many fond memories of Jonia singing, dancing, smiling, and being the person that so many people fell in love with. The world is a darker place without Jonia's light shining in it, and I know she will be truly missed.
Whitney Hudson

I am the Mom of Katie Mulligan, Class of 2010, and former roomie of Jona's. My first memory of Jonia is when we moved Katie into Gaines in late August. This tiny thing with a huge smile was waiting for Katie with a big hug. She proceeded to help us move the large quantity of things that Katie brought to St. Lawrence which was many trips. She was willing to pitch right in and help even though she had never seen any of us in her life. The other memory of Jonia I have was during Parents' Weekend when we went to Mama Lucias for dinner. On the way, she was commenting on how beautiful the changing colors of the leaves were, and she was so amazed by their beauty. She actually was taking pictures of them out of the car window. I have never forgotten how she enjoyed even the little things that we so take for granted. She was a brave little soul to leave her fmaily and come so far away from home. She touched so many people in her short time at St. Lawrence. I hope t hat she is smiling down on us from heaven and saying some strong prayers for us down here.
Carolyn Mulligan

I didn't know Jonia very well, yet the news of her passing away has deeply shocked me. I will never forget her genuine smile, cheerful laughter and love for life. Rest in peace, Jonia. i'll miss you.
Chiara Puntil

I met Jonia briefly in UWCSEA Singapore when she was coming back from her project week in Malaysia and was just stopping over to say hi to her friends. I still remember how jovial nice and sociable she was... You will be dearly missed Jonia. May her soul rest in peace!
Alhaji Jalloh

My deepest sympathy goes out to all the family and friends of such a radiant and beautiful young woman. Although I did not have the opportunity to get to know her, I feel the loss of that opportunity. Please know that I join the St. Lawrence community in extending heartfelt sympathy.
Lennie McKinnon '58

I'll always miss you, Jonia! It was only one year, too short of a timeframe to fully know your radiance and personality. Yet, from retreat weekends and other SLU outings, you convinced me of your beautiful self and uplifted me with your free-spiritedness, openness, and optimism. I hope your transcendent example spreads far and wide to all those you met and weren't able to meet. Peace and love!
Matthew Young '09

Jonia was in my tutor group when she was in LPC (2006). She was indeed a very lively person. Her interest in Indian culture and music/movies was how I came to know her. There are a lot of memories of her but all can't be written. All I can say is she was loved and I offer my profound condolences on her passing away.
Onik

we were waiting for the 3rd lpcer to come to SLU, jonia came..we were so happy coz she was always so happy, seeing the bright side of life, making our life there a bit brighter. This is too hard to take... we are here with other 5 LPC students and none of us can really understand how this happened. For us (Nicole and Adriana) is way too hard to see SLU in the fall without her, without her hugs and complains about work (which were never enough to take her smile away), without her "hola chica", without her "besinnos".... There are no words, really. We just wish to extend our condolences to her family and to the fellow students of SLU (especially to those in Catamount), and we just wish we were there. WE know we dont make sense, but that´s how we exactly feel right now. May you find eternal peace, dear chica, besos.
Adriana Cordero '09, Nicole Szucs '09

My condolence to her family and relatives and My thoughts and prayers are with you Jonia mendonca Gutteres.You have had many experienced together with your friends best friends and family.Your life full of joy and happiness,by seeing your smile,you got people eassly to be friend with.I really did feel about you when you were online and chatting while joinned East timor room and sometimes i Joinned Your Hi5,and i found out that You were very cute and dazzle your smile was so great.I really miss you so much.Good bye jonia.SEMOGA ARWAHMU DI TERIMA DI SISI TUHAN YANG MAHA KUASA AMEN.
Filomeno Reha Mendonca

I knew Jonia when I was at LPC as well. Not a close friend of hers but then I do remember her smile. When I come across her photo in facebook, the first thing that come across my mind was her smile, one that is bright and cheerful. I can't believe that she's juz gone this way... I thought she would have had done many great things before she left the world. And I know for sure she would have had if this tragedy had not taken place... Au revoir ma chere..
Kitty Ng

It's sad that I'm writing this words about beautiful Jonia on this occasion... I'm grateful to have known this little cute person and sharing tons of pleasant moments with her. I remember how surprised I was when I saw her for the first time on the orientation for the international students and she hugged me not even knowing my name. Whenever we saw each other, it was loud J-O-N-I-A-A-A-A", "M-A-R-Y-N-A-A-A-A" across the hallway or around campus and a huge hug... when i was completely frustrated with our salsa dance, we would practice in i-house lounge and just enjoy... I will miss my little sister imoto!!!
Maryna Radomska

I first met Jonia when she signed up for my dance in dance ensemble. She didn't stay for long; I don't blame her, I hardly knew how to dance let alone knew how to choreograph a group of girls. After our performance, she congratulated me and told me that next year she wanted to be in my group. We both laughed. I would always see her working at the sandwich counter in the Pub. We would joke around and exchange smiles. I would always give her impossible sandwiches to make, but no matter how challenging, she would always do her best with a smile. And she did.
Richard Torres '09

Jonia was a great person. Not until later in the school year did I get to know that. We lived in the same dorm and had a class together. Every time I saw her she was so happy and full of excitement. She always put a smile on my face. There were some nights we'd both be up late and run into each other in the lounge and just sit there and talk. The night before I was leaving for the summer, we said our good-byes, said we'd keep in touch, and couldn't wait to see each other again in the fall. We wished each other good luck and fun for the summer, but little did I know that would be the last time I'd talk or see her. Little did I know that hug we gave each other was going to be the last hug and the last good-bye ever! I wish her family well and hope everyone gets through this and I know she will be missed greatly by many.
Kristina

The news of Jonia passing away have really shocked and saddened me. We attended the same English class for two years at LPCUWC, her sureness and optimism were unique and outstanding all the time. It is so unfair and a great loss that such a promising person has left us. I want to express my heartfelt condolences to her family. May Her Soul rest in eternal peace. We'll miss You.
Julio

I met Jonai in my French class and she was one of the most pleasant and happy person i ever met. We had a lot of things in common. We talked about our family and the things we used to do when we were little. I will miss her very much.
Karma

Words can't express the place you hold and will continue to hold within our hearts.I remember the first time I went to the canteen I heard your roaring laugh. You were always welcoming and ready to listen. I will never forget the last days we spent together last year in John's flat and roaming the empty campus. May your soul rest in eternal peace.
Magz Chidothe

Jonia was a good friend to all and always made me smile. She will be greatly missed.
Joel Hamilton

I knew Jonia at LPC in Hong Kong. Though we weren't close, my memories of her are incredibly vivid because she seemed to me so lively and forceful. I think we can all learn something from her life. I know mine is richer for having known her.
Emily

I am a student from LPCUWC,, Sonia's high school. Just felt so shocking and sad to lose such a girl with charming smile. May peace with her
Roy

I am sure I am not alone amongst college admission colleagues who enjoyed a brief but wonderful encounter with Jonia. I interviewed her for admission at Li Po Chun United World College and knew that she would positively contribute to the life of any university community she joined. A stunning smile, eager intellect, engaging personality, she introduced herself with her name in a way that said, "Here I am, and I love life!"
Darren Drabek, Skidmore College Office of Admissions

Jonia, my little sister and basketball pal. I will always remember the wonderful winter break I had with you and all of our friends. You have always been a sister to me; on the other hand you playfully teased me being the only child of my family. So when are we going to realize our plans of going back to China, especially HK. I have always wanted to visit East Timor, and I know you want me to very badly. We made plans to go back to Catamount in the fall, but when am I going to hug you again? Who am I going to talk to if I get homesick? I didn't believe in Kim when she told me about your passing, I tried to reach to people back on campus, but I felt the whole world is lying to me. I told Stef that everything is surreal in my life right now, but what can I do to get you back. Why is he taking you away from us, is he taking you to a better place , will you be happier there? I wish I were there that night, you know I am a good swimmer. You know I will be strong, and we will meet again.
YW '09

Deep condolences to all family. Hope they will strong enough to face this tragic passage.
Gill Silva Guterres

i'm shocked when i first heard about Jonia's death, Jonia was my friend at St.Joseph High School Dili-Timor, she's kind and liked to smile for those who met her. she's wasnt actually my best friend but i knew her, her kindness, and her smiling could make us happy, she's intellegent too. Now she's not with us, but we stil feel her presence, her smile wit us, Good by my Dear Jonia, we'll be missing you, we all love you, and you will never be forgotten....
Metan

I first met Jonia in the gospel choir, she had a wonderful voice and it was a pleasure to have sang with her. Rest in Peace Jonia, you will be missed dearly
Rita A '07

Ha'u miss los o, Jo. Ha'u lakoi tanis ona, tamba ha'u fiar katak o oras ne'e hamutuk ona ho Maromak. Maibe, nudar ema ida que iha ego, ha'u labele bosok katak ha'u nian laran dodok tebes tamba labele rona ona o nian lian. O ne'e hanesan ona ha'u nian alin, Jo. O sempre halo ha'u hamnasa ho o nian hamnasa. Istorias barak loron-loron, maibe nunca halo ha'u bosan. O sempre compreende ha'u..alin eh. ha'u rindu los o..Apereku chayank.
Anonymous

I don't think I need to add more to what has been said. Everyone who's lives have been touched by Jonia will remember her joy, passion and love--a gift even death cannot take away. Never will there be a smile quite like her's, it was so big it seemed to fill your heart as well. Nobody can entertain an audience with a thread and needle quite like she did. She will always have a place in our hearts, a part of us never leaves...
Bettina

Jonia participated in this year's spring break trip to the St. Francis Inn Soup Kitchen. I remember interviewing her for the trip and how utterly enthusiatic she was about spending her break in service. She was a compassionate soul with a love of life that endeared her to those of us who had the priviledge of knowing her. We will miss her most dearly.
Anne Townsend, director, St. Lawrence University Volunteer Center

hi,I'm not student from St.Lawrence university but I'm Jonia's friend when I was in Primary school n Senior high school. Until now I can't belived Jonia was gone. Jonia is my best friend n she is truth best friend for me. when I needed help she always helped me. Jonia, I'm sorry when I made many mistake to you. Rest In Peace Jonia.... I will miss you forever...
Aidil de Oliveira

I always thought of it as cliche when people would describe someone who had passed as "always smiling". I didn't get the chance to know Jonia as well as I would have liked but she was truly always smiling. She was so friendly, eager, and radiant. I can't even come up with adjectives that do her justice. I got to know Jonia through a retreat with the Newman Center and unlike other freshmen who may have been intimidated going away for a weekend with near strangers, she embraced it whole heartedly and I loved spending time with her that weekend. She'll greatly be missed!
Hilary Ranucci '08

I met Sonia during my final semester, as an Orientation Leader for the boisterous bunch known as Gaines. Amongst the energetic crowd of first year students I had the privilege of "orienting" to St. Lawrence was Sonia, an amazingly dynamic and driven young lady from East Timor. She was jetlagged and weary from her (time)travels, yet bright-eyed and engaged, ready to spur the spirit of Gaines during the First Year Orientation period - a rigor typical of the person I came to know during that first week. Sonia was an enlightened leader, a real Laurentian star, shining brightly in her cohort. Never dimming, her memory continues to shimmer in my mind as I reflect on the bright light she shone on me.

When I think of Sonia, I think of a young lady who taught me that no journey is ever. During the first day of orientation, in the evening, after the first years had settled into their rooms and engaged one another in several ice-breaking exercises, Sonia and I set out to find the SLU Re-uses site. She wanted to acquire some additional furniture to fill her room, and since I was available, she asked me to guide her there.

Now, I must admit: I might have been the Orientation Leader, but I had no clue where to find the site; all I knew was that SLU Re-uses was located deep beyond the sciences - somewhere on the side of campus where I rarely roamed. When I told Sonia, though, she didn't mind; she urged me on. So we went.

Talk about the blind leading the blind! Sonia and I trooped the entire campus looking for SLU Re-uses. We stopped at the student center first, for directions, but, to our chagrin, no one knew much about the site, not beyond it being somewhere over there by Lee, or behind Augsbury. With Lee and Augsbury in mind, we meandered from the student center to Park Street, hoping to see some sign that pointed to SLU Re-uses. Along the way, I saw an upperclassmen friend who said it was behind Augsbury, so I tried to impress upon Sonia that we should walk to Augsbury. But, no, Sonia resisted, asserting that we should walk behind Lee, where one of her previous guides had told her to go. We were stalemated!

Sonia had fiery eyes, and a convincing smile. When she wanted something, or believed in it, her eyebrows furrowed and her eyes flickered. Then, she smiled, and, just like that, she won. That evening, despite my disagreement, Sonia led me to the back of Lee.

Sonia and I never found SLU Re-uses that day. We found out the next day that, indeed, the site was behind Lee, on the driveway that led to Facilities, but also that all the furniture and "stuff" already had been dispersed. Still, Sonia and I's expedition had not been a waste by any means. We came to know each other - Sonia, the leader, and Steve, the reluctant follower. We also bumped into many people, meeting and greeting, and making countless first year and upperclassman acquaintances. We came to know much more about our Laurentian community, and we did it together. The trip was one of my favorite moments as an Orientation Leader.

Sonia humbled me teaching me that a leader must always be able, and ready, to follow. She also made me smile: I had never lost a war of wills with such grace. Her personality could add color to any scene, vigor to any and all "downtime." And, today, she continues to do shine, especially in the minds and hearts of those who knew her, and who now seek memories to draw her near once again.

By way of conclusion, let me say this: There's a song I love that I think captures the spirit of the person to whom I say good bye. The song goes: "Memories don't live like people do/ they always remember you/ whether times be good or bad/ memories are all you have." Never have the words resonated for me as they do now. Rest in peace, Jonia Mendonca Guterres.
Steve Peraza '06

My Colega! Thanks so much everything you gave to me. Your passion, your suggestion and your care. My condolence to ur family. "God will put you beside Him"
Geraldo Moniz da Silva

My little Jonia, It's been 2 weeks after that black Sunday when I heard about your deadly accident. I can still hear your laugh and your LOUD voice. Forgive me if I can't feel your absence. Simply, I just can't. Please allow me to keep your smile and cheerful spirit with me forever. Don't worry, they have a special place in my heart where they will not grow old. They will be just like you, always youthful and cheerful. Love you so much sister!! You must be at home right now with your family and people that you loved. You told me once that you wished to go home soon before you graduated. Your dream came true honey! Rest in peace Jonia!! Forever young!!
Kim

Sonia was my very good friend. We met in an exchange programme where she came to my high school for Christmas and where she spent the new year of 2005 with my family. We absolutely adored her. She was such a lovely and polite girl and she brought a lot of laughter into my family. Her friendly smiles and personalities left a strong impression in my family. It was also one of the best new years I have ever spent in my life. We danced together on New Years eve, played basket ball together with my cousin and uncle, and we watched two Chinese movies together as well. Words can't explain how sorry I feel for her passing and it's one of the hardest facts I have ever ever had to accept. She will always remain in my heart and in the hearts of my whole family. May she rest in peace.
Yingyu Guo

Its been nearly two months since you've been gone. I still sense your presence around Canaras though. Every now and then I'll be rushing through the kitchen with a stack of dishes and I swear I see you brush by me...but I know its not real. I knew you for only 4 months and I knew that you were going to be an awesome friend once I got to know you better. I was always amazed at how quickly you broke down the walls people sometimes put up. And you did so humbly, modestly, and practically subconsciously. I will never forget the time when you asked me if I really thought that you could achieve your dream: to build a career as an amdassador for your home country. I remember sitting back, wondering if you were joking, then realizing that you were being serious...then I said that you could absolutely do that. I joked with you that maybe you should try looking for a job that would challenge you more, and you laughed and blinded me with that enormous smile you always flashed around. I will always remember how you brightened everyone's day around here, and without hardly any effort on your part. Thank you for being such a great friend to me and everyone else that knew you.
Nigel Fellman Greene '09